A week in Dorset.

Once more I am to write about my previous week :)
Just got back from Dorset, (was it Dorset? Tbh we drove around so much around the Dorset/Devon area I have no idea where I was actually staying! Somewhere in that sort of area!) like, an hour ago? Maybe 2 by now I have no idea.. so I just thought I'd write about it now. :) So far my week has consisted of such things:


Walking. - SO much walking! So so so much walking. Like every day we went for another ridiculous walk! Mostly coastal walks, and not gonna lie it was absolutely beautiful! My legs hurt especially from the awful hill up Branscombe. (I have no idea how to spell it!) But it was breath taking. So utterly wonderful :) This photo doesn't really show how lovely it was but ahh well!
 

Reading: I was reading at super speed this week! It was a lot of fun. Some books I've read:
♥The Help

A fantastic book! Oh my goodness it was so good. Possibly the best book I've ever read in my life. Well. Maybe not but it's still lovely :) So passionate and so brilliant. Wooooot!
♥Yes Sister, No Sister

Hahaha a very lighthearted book! It's hilarrrrr. :) And they talk about medicine procedures and I felt super clever because I watch grey's anatomy. LOVE IT :)
♥Bible In One Year
Did like 5 months worth of reading in one afternoon pretty much! It was pretty challenging but lovely at the same time ♥
♥Love Always

Every situation I imagined in my head of what could have happened turned out to be completely wrong. I was so surprised! I love books like that. It was a wonderful read.
♥The Eden Girls
Ahh I can't find a cover on google images! Woops. Maybe it's not called that. It was loveeeeely. Took a while to get into but once I'd gotten into it was a wonderful read. Yup.


Music
McFly♥ Especially been listening to party girl, and shine a light. I LOVE MCFLY. So wonderful. 
Hillsong♥ Jesus music just makes me happy. Full stop.




err that's about the whole of this week. That and coffee shops. Gorgeous♥

♥

Song of the week.

I doubt I'll remember to do this often. But I'm thinking of just every week, commenting on a few things that made it special. :)

Woooot! :)

Okay. for one. I've especially been listening to this song:

lol! I have no idea why 'cause I don't even like it that much. Ridiculous. But ahh well. It's pretty cute I guess.

I've been to starbucks two days in a row now, and am going out for coffee tomorrow morning too. I'm slightly addicted to starbucks right now. Actually I'm always addicted to it but especially at the moment. In the summer I always have a chocolate creame frappuccino. And in the winter it's a signiture hot chocolate. Yummy :) There's something about that place, it knows enough about me that I'm comfortable. :)

After finding many cute quotes from this particular programme and finishing the OC completely for a second time I've got a new obsession: Dawson's Creek. It's like the original of all teenage dramas. And it's brilliant. :) I only started watching it yesterday and I'm now 10 episodes in lol! It's so cutsie and romantic and enough drama to satisfy my inner drama queen without messing with my head. It's a gorgeous programme. Also it's got the gorgeous Joshua Jackson in it :) Gosh I love that boy! Well technically now he's like. 30 but still. When I was younger and I used to watch mighty ducks pretty religiously I had the biggest crush on him, and watching him in this programme has made me fall back again not gonna lie! Even if he is far too old for me and probably not religious! :( Because he's like.. my age now when he filmed this series it's okay to fancy that version of him right? I hope so :/ But he is a pretty hot. :)

I've had two meetings about Romania this week. Not gonna lie I'm slightly nervous. For many reasons. That I'm not gonna fit in with the group I'm going with (as usual) or that I'll look spoiled cause I have eating requirements yet I'm in an orphanage with kids who have nothing. Or that I'm not meant to be going in the first place. That I'm not missino material. That my God duty is elsewhere. Oh I have no idea. But I am looking forward to it a little bit :)

Hum I think that's all I've been doing. Lol. :) Except meeting up with friends and playing mariokart that's pretty much my week. Win! :)

A picture is worth a thousand words..

Us girls trying to be "lads" on the last day of croyde. Jokers. :)

Me and Steph coming up with hilarious words for competitive dictionary. :) I just showed her the word embryo.

The first day of croyde. Barely any of us had arrived so we were killing time, by playing on the adventure course. It took me like 5 times to get over that thingy. But the whole photo is pretty great I reckons.

Almost the whole group at croyde, we are watching country man. Lol! I just like the photo because it shows the geunine closeness of everyone that went. Can't wait for round two next year. :)

Our hidden stash of WKD (lol) so the guys wouldn't complain that we were drinking too much. I like it because I remember it being taken, and the hilarity surrounding the whole situation. That night practically saved me.

One lovely evening in Croyde on the beach, me Alex and Julia :)

Oooooooft! ;) This my friends, is Adam Brody, AKA Seth Cohen. I love him. A little too much. And the whole skinny black tie look it HOT. Not gonna lie.

Mark Salling is also pretty gorgeous. I just found this photo again today. Phwoar love it!

This is such a horrific picture lol! I think Charlie took it at prom. The photos from the disposable cameras just came out and I thought it was pretty brilliant. I'm pretty sure I remember this being taken too.

Went to starbucks with this lovely girl yesterday :) I don't particularly like how I look in the photo but I love Charlotte May and this is the most recent photo of us I possess so I thought it was appropriate.

This is the beautiful view from the bridge in whcih I take many a God walk on. That bridge has seen the most beautiful things ever. Simply gorgeous. God has made a beautiful world.

Again with how beautiful this world is...

Me and Bobby at prom :) He's practically my best guy friend ever, pretty wonderful really :) I can't remember why I wanted to post this photo, I guess I just like it.

Our prom table. :) I really wanted this to be my profile picture but unfortunately you can't just have me without having Matt's face in the pictue. Gutted. But it's one of the only photos that I actually like how I look in it :)

Imogen White ♥ So much love for this girl! This is Becca's 18th. It just shows off how much I laugh with it. Always a good time shared!

Kelly Louise Dunstan. I went to see HP 7 part 2 with her on monday. Man I've missed that girl! My best friend for oh so many years now. It was so nice to see her again:)

Again at Becca's 18th. I love this photo because I look genuinely happy. There's something about D'allan that just brings out the best in me, I still can't figure out why but what the hey! I just love this photo really.

There is nothing special about me...

love this song ♥

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If it seems like I'm shining brightly
It's probably a reflection of something you already are
I forget about myself sometime
When there's so many other around
When deep inside you feels darkest
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out an touch me
you'll see I'm not really that far
I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll see
But as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
I’ve been running and jumping, but barely
Getting, getting over the bar
I plan on being much more than I, am but that's in do time
But until then I'm guilty, and being humans my crime
Being human that is my crime
Being human that is my crime

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner of later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

Sometimes. When I'm really struggling, I listen to this song for inspiration. Beauts ♥

*sighs*

I want to be in love so badly ♥

beauttsss

It's so flipping beautiful ♥  Like everytime it rains I run off for a walk. Walk in the rain and experience the beauty of the world. I love it. So bad. :) I get to talk with God and just experience him in his glory. This sorta thing reminds me of this gorgeous moment.

Do I really need a title?

On tumblr. You get to reblog loads of cool photos etc. but I really can't be bothered to get a tumblr. So I think I'm just gonna start posting stuff like that on here too:) why not ey?


She's so cute! ♥ Hazel's literally like in love with her.

Lovely Lyrics :)

I'm watching freaky friday and it reminds me of how brilliant this song is.. I kinda love the lyrics :) I was kinda obsessed with it for ages. woooot! :)

You're the kind of friend
Who always bends when I'm broken,
Like remember when...
You took my heart and put it back together again.
I've been wasting time with clueless guys but now it's over.
Let me tell you why...I'm through...I've got someone new who's just like you!

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're the kind of guy whos hand's in mine..
Sends shivers, up and down my spine.
You took my heart and put it back together again.
You're the kind of guy that blows my mind..
But now it's my turn, You've been right in front of me.
Everything i need, why didn't i see?

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're it...you're the Ultimate YOU!

Quotes

Random quotes that I think are really cool, as Hazel wants to put some up after we redecorate our room, so over the next few months I reckon I'll be editing this post a lot and adding more in. Depending on what mood I'm in depends on the type of quote. But I'm on it :) Wooot! Okay here goes...

Okay these are some from glee. :)

Quinn: I just want somebody to love me.

Rachel: The guy did seem crazy. He charged my credit card by swiping it through his butt crack.

Sue: Honey Badger I am lactating with rage!

Jesse: You kind of sing and dance like a zombie who has to poop.

Brittany: (to Lord Tubbington) You know, just because we're doing this interview doesn't mean I'm still not mad at you. I know you've started smoking again."

Holly: No of course not. My lips are sealed. Just like your legs. Wow! Gosh! Sorry, how rude, why did I say that? You know a real doctor would never have said that.." 

Burt: Don't throw yourself around like you don't matter. Because you do matter.

Holly: I'm off to have CRAZY sex. Because I'm CRAZY informed about it.

Rachel: Your face, tastes awesome.

Brittany: If we lose, we should throw possums.

Becky: Give me some chocolate or I will cut you.

Rachel: I know you're lonely, but you're not alone.

Santana: How can you do a duet by youself? That's like vocal masturbation.

Will: Who cares what happens when we get there, when the getting there was so much fun?

Tina: If you can imagine it, it can come true

Brittany: I'm pretty sure my cat is reading my diary.

Brittany: Did you know that dolphins are just gay sharks?

Rachel: We have nothing to be afraid of.



Grey's Anatomy

Izzie: Just because people do horrible things.. it doesn't always mean they're horrible people.

Meredith: At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them.

Meredith: At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realise that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that tis happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will suprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

Meredith: "We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anyone. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beats the hell out of never trying."




"Thinking about every little thing we ever did crazy.Sipping on that memory lane, that lane never closes, seven days of the week I can drive in my sleep cause I've got dreams of love and I love you. I know you feel the same way too. I feel your spirit when you're near me and when you're away. Somehow, somewhere I'll see you again, but until then I've got dreams of loving you." - Gavin DeGraw

"I'm just saying thank you. You reminded me of what I'm capable of feeling. It's like I was walking around seeing my life through a smudged window, and then I saw you and the smudges were gone. The window was clean." - Dawson's Creek

"You and I are meant to be together. Period. The end. Cue happy ending music." - Dawson's Creek.

"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say, find someone you love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is, there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived." - Meet Joe Black

"Growing up sucks. Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times, when everything, I mean love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly. And it's incredible. It's those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between, that make growing up worth it." - Dawson's Creek

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you." the notebook

"When I fell to the floor tonight, I was so scared, I was so terrified. Then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get up, I'd walk over to you... I'd tell you how much I need you and how much I want you... and how nothing else matters." - One Tree Hill.


"It's not up to you to save me, Jack." "You're right... only you can do that." - Titanic.

"Hope guides me. It is what gets me through the day and especially the night. Hope that after you are gone from my sight, it will not be the last time I look upon you." - A Knights Tale

"When you love someone, And you love them with your heart, It never disappears, When you're apart. And when you love someone And you've done all you can do, You set them free, And if that love was true... When you love someone It will all come back to you."

"True love never lives happily ever after- true love has no ending." - K Knight

"Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds." - Shakespeare.

glee 30 day challenge: days 19 onwards :)

wooooooot! :) let's just finish it all shall we?
Day 19- Your least favorite performance
Candles by Kurt and Blaine and the warblers - Oh dear that was not done well!
Day 20- Your favorite quote
Oh no there are far tooo many!!!!! Most of the ones by Brittany are hilar. :) Sam is also hilar though- "Santana told me never to speak along with you because you would try to steal all of my gold." hehehe :) And anything Rachel says EVER.
 Day 21- Your favorite guest-star
Johnathan Groff :) I love him!!!!!!! ♥ Him as Jesse is not all that happy but him as a person is GORGEOUS:)
Day 22- Your least favorite guest-star
Oh not too sure. :/ Gwenyth Paltrow after a while tended to get a little annoying. So her in the sexy episode for sure.
Day 23- The character you most relate to
Rachel Berry ♥
Day 24- The character you would like to hear/see more of
Sam :) Mainly because he's hot. And the guy who plays him is a total Christian ;) Win!
Day 25- Something that happened you wish hadn’t
That Quinn and Puck ever broke up.
Day 26- Something that hadn’t happened but you wish had
Mr Schue leaving. lol. He annoys me rather a lot. And I wish him and Emma got together before he turned all annoying.
Day 27- Your idea for a future Glee episode
AHHHH ANYTHING DISNEY! please :)
Day 28- Your idea for a future Glee character
Hum. A nerd. Like. super smart super nerdy. and super hot.
Day 29- Your idea for a future Glee performance
Back to the disney theme...
Day 30- Whatever tickles your fancy

This is me... ♥

Hum. It's weird now I'm in this kinda post-exam funk where I don't really know what to do with myself. Like. I'm going out and having fun and seeing friends etc but somehow it's just not fitting. Something's out of place. I imagine my relationship with God has a major part to play in making things right but at the same time I think I really need to figure out who I am as a person. Cause like. During primary school I was the crying girl, then I was the crazy annoying hyper one, then I was depressed and now I'm kinda a mix between the 3. I've never really taken the time to  learn who I am personally, or be who I am personally, because life's always gotten in the way, and I've been molded around life, which is not really how it's supposed to work!
I think I need to learn some more about me- so this post is going to be me writing down some random facts about myself, in the vain hope that I'll learn more about myself along the way.

This is me. (the girl obvs. the guy is Alex)
I am Sarah Louise Parsons, born on the 17th of February 1993.
Sarah Louise Parsons means- Princess Warrior Son of a Parson.
I think that names have a particular influence on who a person is, like, they were named that particular name for a reason and that has a particular influence on their life. Like, the thought of me being a Princess has tended to be a key theme my whole life, like through pictures of me from God have influenced prizes etc. My Baptism verse was Deuteronomy 7:6 "For the Lord your God has chosen you out of all the people's of the earth to be his own, my treasured possession. It was not because you were the biggest... but because he loves you."  And I was named Sarah because I used to make mum laugh when she was pregnant with me, like Isaac did when Sarah was pregnant, and that whole bible story, that and my mum just generally loved the name. I'm named Louise after my auntie. But in the same way I think it's a symbolism of strength. I admire my auntie so much, she is a strong beautiful woman and someday I hope to have that strength. But without sounding full of it I've had my fair share of troubles over the years, and somehow I think I must have developed a significant strength to have made it out the other side, so the term warrior is almost like, prophetic to the way in which I live my life, with strength to make it through all the bad times.
Son of a Parson? Yeah not too sure about that one, but at the same time I agree that I've been raised up within the Church so that kinda makes sense. But apart from that nothing. :/

I've been told recently that I tend to love everything, I fall in love very easily with things. I never say "I like ..." it's always either I love or I hate. Weird right? I never really noticed this before... I don't really hate much at all, or rather I never thought I did.

THINGS I LOVE ♥
-Jesus
-Friends.
-Musicals
-Disney
-Theatre
-Reading
-The Beach
-Swimming
-America
-Music
-Learning
-Kids Films
-Glee
-One Tree Hill
-Grey's Anatomy
-The OC
-Singing
-Playing the Piano
-Texting
-Starbs
-Coffee 1
-Tea with four sugars♥
-Aero Hot Chocolate
-Pasta
-Chocolate
-Soul Survivor
-Text Section in the Metro
-Sunsets
-Pensarn Harbour
-Card Games
-Most Board games in general
-Debates
-Photos
-Croyde
-Malaga
-The SUN♥
-The Fam.
-Hot men (phwoar)
-Sporting Games (any excuse to be competitive)
-Wkd (espesh the purple one)



:)

Hum. Love it :) (lol literally)

Films wise-
♥Chick Flicks- the sorta classic ones that make you cry because they're so cute and romantic:)
♥Action films- as long as they're not depressing then they're so much fun. I love watching things blow up- rather exciting. Major fan of the special effects.
♥Clever films- I know that isn't really a genre- but I love films where you try and figure out what's going on and that excitement that comes along with it- like inception where the whole way through you have to figure out what's going on otherwise the plotline doesn't work. It's so much fun! I guess I just like using my brain.

The same kinda goes with books- I love books that are cute, but also ones like the da vinci code which you try and understand in your head. And just books with a lot of drama. So much fun! ♥ Me and Kelly used to go to the library like, twice a week just to read and have fun. So much fun over there :)

I get wound up over my fears- I tend to go from one onto the next and suddenly it takes over my life. I know this is dreadful but I can't help it! Luckily now I haven't got any overwhelming fears thank goodness for that! :D
I cry a lot. I just get really emotional. I don't have to be upset to start crying, I just will. Especially at films, man! I cry a lot. Everyone thinks it's hilar. :/
I view things through my rejection glasses- and use that as an excuse to not trust a person. I have major rejection and trust issues- I'm working through them but I'm not gonna lie. They play a major issue on how I live my life.

Music wise- I tend to love everything. Except like.. hip-hop and all that main-stream computer generated rubbish.
I go through phases of my favourite genres. At the moment I'm really liking the old crooners and music from the 40's.
Some of my other phases include; glee, pop, cheese, r'n'b, Metal, Punk, Rock, Pop Rock, Heavy Rock, Country. ♥
I tend to still love all of these old songs, but go through phases of what I listen to the most. Oh and of course I listen to my Christian worship music a lot, but that's kinda expected.

When playing games etc, I tend to have really good moments where my brain tends to be at it's optimum and play really well. Then suddenly I'll crash and do really badly and just look awful. By this point I'm so embarrassed by knowing how good I used to be I stop trying in order to know that I'm playing badly because I'm choosing not to rather than just not being good anymore. I used to be relatively good at most sports, in a way I was rather proud of, but then I got kicked of the house hockey game in year 8 because of one silly mistake and this girl refused to let me in any other sports games and from that point on I stopped trying in order to not be embarrassed anymore. I know that's slightly ridiculous. More than slightly. But that tends to be how I play games these days. I'll be really good and try right at the beginning, and love it a lot. And then I'll start making silly mistakes, be humilated and angry and then I stop trying. Woopsies. I'm working on that though.

I always have to be right. I accept other people's opinons, honestly I do! But in the midst of a debate I am right. Always. Even when I know I'm wrong. It used to be just because I was that stubborn, but recently as soon as I've given up the fact that I'm not always right I get mocked for it because I always insisted on being right before. And then they laugh at me for being wrong. It actually really hurts when I try and work through my problems and then people laugh at me when I try and become a better person, like when I told my family I wanted to start getting fit, or when I actually looked at someone's feet in Croyde and everyone started being like.. "oh sarah, I thought you hated feet." etc etc.
So for now I'm stuck in these faults. :/

Okay now I think that's enough. That'll do anyway :)

Suprises

Yeah kinda failed the 30 day challenge again :/ Woops. Luckily that makes it look like I actually have a life! Win  :) Anyways.. back to the point..

This last week, from the 8th to the 15th of July I was in beautiful Croyde with all these gorgeous people:


It was such a relaxing week, although with mixed emotions over different parts. I could name some of the memories forever if I didn't have an alterior motive for writing this post, so instead I will carry on.
Despite the fact I was away from home and doing plenty of things that didn't give God much leeway to move in my life, he has still changed me this week into (hopefully) a better woman of God.
We went to Church on the sunday morning, to this beautiful church I can't remember the name of and people came over to us and talked to us like we were regulars, with complete joy to see us and just so welcoming. It was amazing, the worship was good, and God spoke to me through a talk that I really needed at the time. :) But then I came back quite sad, and once more, the dark clouds of self-hatred came over me once more. And stayed for a few days, but the monday evening something amazing happened. It was around 2 in the morning, and me and a friend were far too awake to go to bed at that present moment, and so we decided to go to the beach on a walk (it was literally less than 5 minutes from our house) and some of the others came with us, but we went for a walk along the sea front. It was amazing. Without even realising it I was opening up to her about things I never thought I'd admit to anyone, and we were both really honest about our relationship with God and making that decision to seek first the kingdom. Through this walk it was like a massive burden was being lifted over my head, and these fears that were holding me suddenly had no power over me anymore, because I'd admitted that they were ridiculous and gave it all up to the Father who's already defeated it all. :) It was amazing. And then we stayed up all night and watched the sunrise, which unfortunately didn't really happen because it was so cloudy, but it was still just an amazing experience.
Then on the last night, I had a little bit of Alcohol, which I already know is a silly thing to do because it doesn't take much for it to make a huge impact on my behaviour, but for some reason that didn't stop me. I still can't figure out why I do it, but someday I'll learn I guess. And me and two friends (different to the one from earlier) were about to put on a film, and before I knew it I was opening up to them vividly. I don't even know where it came from, and I burst into tears. But to save everyone listening in and to get out of the living room (it was like.. 2 in the morning and some of the guys were sleeping in there) we went outside and just talked through all my depression emotions, and the reasons behind it, and it was just. Liberating. And it was just a blessing in disguise, and although I felt awful in the morning due to having so much to drink, and had little than 2 hours sleep that night from talking for so long, it was totally worth it. Although I still have my problems, somehow being open about them made it less scary. I want to thank the 3 of my friends who this week really had my back without even realising it. Thanks for listening and I'm sorry I haven't been able to trust you in the past, it's nothing personal I promise. I love you. Just by listening you've made me a better person, and I'm sorry I was rude sometimes, again it wasn't personal. I've just been holding it all inside.
And thankyou Jesus. Thankyou for putting people in my life this week who've made me a better Christian and a better version of myself. I love you. Thankyou for working in my life even when I was so stubborn and unable to listen to you, I promise I'll try and be better from now on. I love you. I trust you. I'm not scared anymore.. or I'm trying not to be.

So for anyone who's reading this, I just want to encourage you that it's all okay. That actually, even though you may not realising it, God's working in your life in ways you could never imagine. He's right there as long as you know where to look. He's right beside you. He's putting angels all around you in the means of brilliant friends, and through the beautiful world he's created. It's okay. Learn to hope. :) love xxx