I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now

Just thought I'd do a fun 'this is me' thingyabob. I'm not even sure what this'll involve yet, I'm just making it up as I go along.

♥I REALLY love Jesus. Like. a LOT. I know I say that all the time but he just so deserves it! He has chosen me to do amazing things for his kingdom and I am so honoured. I cannot wait for the day where I get to stand in front of all those people with mental illnesses and let them know that God loves them. That he did not plan for this happen, yes he will use it for his goodness but he is right there in our pain. I have no idea how this dream of mine is gonna plan out, but it is so important for me. I want to help people who have felt the despair I've felt, to let them know life is worth living. They are worthy of life and God's love. That is what I want to do with my life. I don't really want  money (although enough to you know... live would be pretty nice) or to be well respected or anything. All I want is to help. I hope to do this someday.

I had so much more I wanted to say but now my brain has gone blank! So I'm gonna stop writing now and relax for the evening before another week of work (yay...)
GOD BLESS YOU GUYS xxxxxxxxx

I have died everyday waiting for you

Hey guys. Long time no type.
I don't even really know what the point of today's post is, I just  felt I needed to apologise because I really haven't been around much recently. Like, at all.
Even when I'm hanging out with my friends I'm not really there you know? I'm not really functioning all that well at the moment, pretty much all I can manage is doing my essays (somewhat badly may I add..) and maybe half an hour in the interval.
My friends deserve so much more than what I am giving them, I promise you guys I'll try to be better.
I guess this is just saying that actually, I know I'm not good at showing it right now, but I love you all so much. ♥

Quiz Times

Is there a boy in your life?

There is not.

If you woke up naked next to the last person who texted you, what would your reaction be?

I'd probably be freaked out.

Think of the last person who hurt you. Do you forgive them?

Everyone deserves forgiveness.

What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

Kelly. (and her Cat Kernow)

What’s something you really want right now?

I don't even know.

Are you afraid of falling in love?

Not so much. With the wrong person really.

Do you like the beach?

It's pretty much my favourite thing.

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

I have indeed.

What’s the background on your cell?

A beautiful sunset with lightning. It's just really pretty.

Name the last four beds you were sat on?

Mine. Thomas's. Maybe my bed at home?

Do you like your phone?

I love my phone. ♥

Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

In some aspects.

Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

Oh I'm not sure. Probably someone for agape purposes.

Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?

I'd quite like my doggies.

Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

I like both. I do like animals.

Are you tired?

I'm always tired.

How long have you known your first cell phone contact?

My whole life.

Are they a relative?

Yup.

If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

I would.

How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

None.

Is there a certain quote you live by?

'There's good in this world, and it's worth fighting for.'

Whats on your mind?

Dawson's Creek.

Do you have any tattoos?

I do not.

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

No idea.

Who are you texting?

I don't know, my phone's on charge in the corner.

Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

Yes.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

I do.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

I do not.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

They have.

Were you single on Valentines Day?

I was.

What do your friends call you?

Sarah. Sparsons.

Has anyone upset you in the last week?

Yes.

Have you ever cried over a text?

Yes.

Where’s your last bruise located?

On my knees.

Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

This week.

Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

My mummy.

Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?

I do not.

Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

Don't think so. I like my hair.

Do you make supper for your family?

Sometimes.

Does your bedroom have a door?

Yes? 

Top 3 web-pages?

Facebook. Twitter. 1channel.ch

Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

A few.

Does anything on your body hurt?

Yes.

How are you?

Standard.

What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

Haha probably Wine.

How is your hair?

Haven't checked.

What do you usually do first in the morning?

Go back to sleep.

Do you think two people can last forever?

Could not agree more.

Think back to January 2007, were you single?

I was not. 

When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

Not sure.

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

Maybe.

When will be the next time you text someone?

Next time I check my phone.

Where will you be 5 hours from now?

On my way home from Church.

How old do you look?

I have no idea.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

Yup.

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

Yup.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

Nope.

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

No idea.

Have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end?

Many times.

How many windows are open on your computer?

2.