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I love this colour! Let's carry on writing with it ♥

I really really really really miss Romania! To the extent to which I just want to walk around the house being miserable until I'm able to get in contact with anyone of the new friends I made over there. Or go back who knows! I just feel, so broken inside. -_- Like the rest of my normal life just doesn't make sense anymore. I know this is a normal feeling after coming back from a trip like the one I did, like reverse culture shock and whatnot. But it hurts so much. It doesn't help that we managed to catch some sort of dreadful cold when we were out there and now I feel ill too. I'm stuck in bed feeling horribly sick.
Man this post makes me look like I'm feeling sorry for myself! Man I must look so selfish! :/ I guess this is more about getting my feelings out and then also having some (hopefully) inspiring thoughts along the way. But it still makes me feel like an incredibly selfish person. Ooooooooh dear :/
I can't wait to go to soul survivor on sunday, it'll help me get out of this funk and remind me that I need to focus on God and his awesomeness. And then it can get me back on the path of action. Loving these kids is not gonna do much unless I act on it. Not that I know how to act on it but I want to, and that's something I need to do. So I guess the point of this post is just to force myself to get my butt into gear and forget about this funk and instead channel it into doing something really fantastic for those wonderful kids in Romania ♥