How long must I wrestle?

Hey friends.

For those of you whom want to know what this feels like, I found the perfect verse in the Bible to explain my feelings. How awesome is that?! I mean, God totally understands, he has this IN the Bible! It matters, it's a real thing. That's nice to hear.
ANYWAY. Shall I give you the verse now? 

Psalm 13

'How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?
How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and day after day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?

Look on me and answer, Lord my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death, and my enemy will say, 'I have overcome him,' and my foes will rejoice when I fall.

But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing the Lord's praise, for he has been good to me.'

I'm not too sure why I decided I wanted to put this in a post, but I guess I just want people to be able to understand, to be able to let them in when I have no words to describe what's going on inside my head, and when I read this verse I was just like.. YES. This is so true. Not completely what it is but enough to let you into my life a little bit. Basically, it sucks.